Helpless When He Smiles

Hehehe. Ini bukan lagu bajakannya Backstreet Boys yang “Helpless When She Smiles”, tapi emang lagu ini lagi pas banget untuk sore ini…

She keeps the secrets in her eyes
She wraps the truth inside her lies
And just when I can’t take what she’s done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She’s so hard to hold
But I can’t let go

I’m a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I’m helpless when she smiles (oh when she smiles.. she smiles..)

Maybe I’d find it if I could (Maybe I’d find it if I could)
It hurts so bad, but feels so good
She opens up just like a rose to me
When she’s close to me
Anything she asked me to, I would

It’s out of control
But I can’t let go

I’m a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I’m helpless when she smiles (oh no.. when she smiles..)

When she looks at me (When she looks at me)
I get so weak

I’m a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She dances away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I’m helpless when she smiles (oh when she smiles… when she smiles.. she smiles…..)

NB : thx 4 the lyric

Ya Tuhan, aku sangat bersyukur karena semua do’a dan permohonanku selalu Engkau kabulkan. FYI, beberapa hari yang lalu, saat the heart-breaker membalas smsku, aku memohon pada-Nya untuk bisa mempertemukanku dengannya, walau hanya sekejap saja.

Dan hari ini, setelah menanti selama 2 jam (6 bulan bila dihitung terakhir kali dia ke rumah), walau hanya 2 menit bertatap muka, aku berusaha mati-matian untuk tetap tersenyum, menahan air mata, tidak luluh dengan senyumnya yang khas, berusaha untuk tidak berdekatan dengannya, karena aku takut untuk kembali jatuh cinta padanya…

God I’m helpless when he smiles…