I don't hate kids. I just feel awkward with them. As the youngest child in family, I spent my childhood with mom's assistant, playing by myself, or playing around with some neighbors. Both of my sisters were already teenagers and for sure they were in the school every morning. I had a nephew when entered a junior high school, but still... it feels different than having a younger brother or sister, right? Until now, I'm still unable to close easily with children. All I can do is smiling until they are smiling back at me. Then I meet this child, a friend's daughter. She's 3 years old and fall asleep easily everytime I embrace her. She's cute, isn't it? On that moment, even I imagined myself raising child <3 Hello, Najla. Nice to meet you.